being confuzzled - part two.

So, maybe i was just wrong. i mean i blamed you for confusing me, and for throwing me so many signals, and everything when really you were sending me the same exact one that i have been longing to see all along. it was my fault, i didnt really look that far into it i just believed what other people had told me. instead of asking you like i should have i took it from someone else, and i couldnt have done something more stupid. for it wasnt really what was going on, it was just something that had come up. something that could have easily been explained, if i had given the chance for you to. i cant even begin to tell you how sorry i am, and i cant even attempt to imagine what life would have been like if i had known all along, but i am sorry and i wish i had known before, i wish i had asked you and not just listened. my confusion has finally been settled, thank the lord, and my emotions have become more stable, for once, and i couldnt be happier at this point in time. i just wanted to let you know, you know who you are, that i truly care, and that i am an idiot.