being confuzzled - part two.

So, maybe i was just wrong. i mean i blamed you for confusing me, and for throwing me so many signals, and everything when really you were sending me the same exact one that i have been longing to see all along. it was my fault, i didnt really look that far into it i just believed what other people had told me. instead of asking you like i should have i took it from someone else, and i couldnt have done something more stupid. for it wasnt really what was going on, it was just something that had come up. something that could have easily been explained, if i had given the chance for you to. i cant even begin to tell you how sorry i am, and i cant even attempt to imagine what life would have been like if i had known all along, but i am sorry and i wish i had known before, i wish i had asked you and not just listened. my confusion has finally been settled, thank the lord, and my emotions have become more stable, for once, and i couldnt be happier at this point in time. i just wanted to let you know, you know who you are, that i truly care, and that i am an idiot.

being confuzzled.

quit throwing me fifty thousand different signals, and ill know what to do.
acting like everythings okay when its really not, and ill pretend to be okay too.
keep mixing my emotions, and we will get no where.
pretend to be something youre not, and i really wont care.
trying to act like everythings okay, and eventually it really wont.
finding out the feelings just disappeared, and ill tell you how mine dont.
say things you mean, and ill finally tell you how i feel.
whisper words to me that show me you care, and soon my pain will be sure to heal.
lie to me about this feeling, and youre just gonna end up breaking my heart. 
so quit playing these games and dont confuse me from the start.