BREAKING promises

alright, i have a confession. [i like you]
i havent been entirely truthful, because i sort of went on with life like it was nothing.
but guess what, it's not..
anytime i get your texts, i smile.
anytime i hear your name, i listen.
anytime i think of you, i wanna be with you.
you got me hooked on you, like some sort of drug.
but i dont mind cause i kinda like it ;)

When I say you are a great guy here's exactly what I mean:: "YOU ARE AMAZING."
When I tell you I wont hurt you, I actually mean it.
When I promise you something, I wont break my promises ((unless i happen to fall asleep or just ONCE take my anger out on you hehe))
When I claim everything to be alright, you know when it's not.
When I break down, you're always there to bring me right back up.

You might read this and think "hmmm.. i don't know where she sees this," but I do. All of the time. And I one-hundred percent mean everything I tell you. Because I don't lie, even though you're claiming I am. Let's not put our words to waste, let's not do to each other what others have done to us, let's not try to please other people, let's not...break promises:)

truth is - revised.

then there is this guy who's absolutely amazing. who you can seriously see yourself with. and you just want to always be with him. but you cant. you know that you and him would be perfect together but you just cant do it. you know that more people will get hurt. you know that it would be really hard, but hopefully worth it. so what do you choose? make yourself happy and set yourself up for hurting more people than just you and him? or do you let him go and hope you can find someone even more amazing? because the truth is, either way you will be hurt.